Distant

Even in my dream last night, you are distant.
I tried to come closer to you, but I can't.
Consciousness came back as I reached out for you,
Left me staring at the ceiling, feeling blue.

That moment between dream and reality,
Desperately called out for you to come to me.
Seconds after the illusion faded out,
Was wondering if you even heard me shout.

I have always said that it does not matter
What you think of me, I'll love you forever.
But at that instant when you did not look back,
I don't know how to put my life back on track.

My subconscious said, "This is a reminder.
You'll have to deal with this sooner or later."