Distant

Even in my dream last night, you are distant.
I tried to come closer to you, but I can't.
Consciousness came back as I reached out for you,
Left me staring at the ceiling, feeling blue.

That moment between dream and reality,
Desperately called out for you to come to me.
Seconds after the illusion faded out,
Was wondering if you even heard me shout.

I have always said that it does not matter
What you think of me, I'll love you forever.
But at that instant when you did not look back,
I don't know how to put my life back on track.

My subconscious said, "This is a reminder.
You'll have to deal with this sooner or later."

Breaking the Calmness

I've known since time immemorial
That you never did like me.
"Why is that?" I wondered.
But it's just you, isn't it?

And yet we tolerate each other
For reasons unfathomable.
I'd like to think there's no need
To declare open war on each other.

Frankly, I don't care
What you say about me.
But if you insult the ones I care about,
Draw your sword and fight me!

Great! Look at what you've done.
My temper flared once more.
Thank God we're far apart
Must remind myself to wait, again.

Karma will come to you eventually,
That's all I can say at the moment.
If not, then when I return
I swear I will set things right.

I Miss You

How is it possible?
From afar, you are able
To calm my troubled mind.
Be my light so I may find
The way back to sanity,
And see once more the beauty
Of the path I chose to follow,
And forget all the sorrow.

My love, come back to me.
I miss you already.

Ayoko na ng math

Bakit ka kasi,
lagi na lang tayo di nagkakaintindihan?
Hindi pa tapos yung isyu dati,
ngayon may bago na naman.

Nung una kitang makilala, hindi ka ganyan.
Mahirap kang intindihin, pero kaya kitang sabayan.
Lintek ka, buong buhay ko binigay ko na sa iyo,
Ano pa ba ang gusto mo?

Para sa iyo, laro lang lahat ng ito.
Pero di na ko natutuwa sa iyo.
Nakita ko na ang tunay na kulay mo.
Pinapagod mo lang ako.

Ako’y isa’t kalahating tanga
para kumbinsihin ang iba na mahalin ka.

Ayoko na sa iyo.
Break na tayo.